My view from the UVU library

Life, it's that crazy thing that goes on no matter how much we wish it would stop, or we could go back and change something. I can only blame my laziness for the reason I haven't blogged forever. I wish I could say I have been super busy and that I haven't had time but that just isn't true.

A lot has changed, I am back in School as a freshman at UVU. Laira wen't to live with her Dad. Bailey is still crazy but started school and dance class.

I should write more but don't feel like it so you should just be happy I blogged at all.

Maybe more later.

Our Goblin Valley Trip

The kids looking for the "Golden Lizard"

Our campsite

Playing in the Valley

We played Hide and Seek

Brain Dump

This edition of Brain Dump brought to you by SPRING! 

WELCOME SPRING! 

We are going to be talking about some very exciting and some not so exciting things in this edition. So, lets get started shall we?

I am sitting in  my office, blasting The Carpenters and singing along just as loud. This is what I call Therapy. It's just as effective and quite a bit cheaper. So today I am working out feelings via harmonies ... LOVE IT!

I had a rather productive day.

I went to the dentist about my tooth that is KILLING me ... and now I will be going in for my first Root Canal Wednesday the 6th of April. All I have to say about that is... BRING ON THE NITROUS! Its a shame they don't offer Versed or Propophol at the Dentist.

Then I forgot to go pick up my prescriptions, and I just remembered as I typed about the dentist DOH! So I guess I will have to be productive tomorrow as well.

After getting some lunch and a Blue Coconut Cream Slushie at Sonic during happy hour I headed over to UVU. Where I felt like the smallest most clueless fish in the pond.  I sent my little bro a text when I got there and he came and found me and helped me get some stuff done... and now the ball is rolling. I am going to REAL COLLEGE AHHHHHHHH.. I am terrified but I will live I am sure. So my free time that I've enjoyed since I was oh so sadly booted from my favorite job ever... will be coming to an end.

I moved the Piano into the dungeon and I am determined to relearn how to play one of my favorite songs. Laira has now informed me that she would like to take Piano lessons..

This concludes this edition of Brain Dump ..

The day I got a new Sister :)

Been busy....

A few weeks ago my brother moved into his own apartment that he will be sharing with the lovely Chelsey after their wedding in a few weeks.  And since space was tight here at my parents house his bedroom was the downstairs living room. When he moved out it freed up some space for the girls and I to have a living room. So I got to work and gave it a fresh coat of paint and then started turning it into our own space. 

My little "library" it is growing so quickly lately. There are so many to read still. But I have 2 awesome bookshelves ( I still need to get them finished) that hold all my lovely reads. 

I finally figured out how to hook the TV, Wii, and Satellite up to the surround sound.. I still can't get the "surround" speakers to work but hey ... progress is progress. And I am sure that someday I will figure out how to hide all of the wires that are going every which way. 

My Couch 

The amazing "vintage" rocking love seat that is full of so many memories with my Grandma, I am so grateful that I was able to be the one to get to keep this wonderfully hideous chair (someday it will be covered) 

My brother and I were talking about how ridiculous it is to have so many remotes to control everything.. It gets a little confusing, especially for the girls. 

This is a picture I bought my self the day I was fired. Anyone who knows me really well knows that it speaks volumes to me and the things I need to change about my self. 

And here is my dress for the wedding in all of its glory... Oh you noticed that its strapless too did you.. well yes... apparently they don't make formal gowns in that blue color with sleeves or straps of any kind.  It's a good thing we are all suppose to have white sweaters to wear with our dresses... because I can guarantee that no one want's to see me in just the dress by it's self.. But at last I have found a blasted dress.

lost

   /lɔst, lɒst/ 

–adjective

1.

no longer possessed or retained: lost friends.

2.

no longer to be found: lost articles.

3.

having gone astray or missed the way; bewildered as toplace, direction, etc.: lost children.

4.

not used to good purpose, as opportunities, time, or labor;wasted: a lost advantage.

5.

being something that someone has failed to win: a lost prize.

6.

ending in or attended with defeat: a lost battle.

7.

destroyed or ruined: lost ships.

8.

preoccupied; rapt: He seems lost in thought.

9.

distracted; distraught; desperate; hopeless: the lost look ofa man trapped and afraid.

I am trying to be positive. I am trying to figure out what I am going to do now. but really all I feel is LOST.